My journey and remembering of CSA #9: The night and the day after the second treatment
Dear Men and Women Part 9 in my journey and remembering of CSA, stuff starts getting 'out there' - in the footage you see my 'first round/layer' (of many) replaying a gestalt that I came to call "the last Breaking"... Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in...

My journey and remembering of CSA #8: MDMA assisted therapy 2.6 (of 2.6)
Dear Men and Women well thank god, we got there - the last episode of the second MDMA treatment.... the last time I'll have to look at the forsaken facilitator in quite some time..... It really has been a process in itself, watching this footage and seeing the actions...

Dark night sky
Dark night sky,perfect black,limitless night sky,inner cave as breath,ocean deeps,intricate as a carved rose,or the working of ones heart, or mind, or the world Welcome to my place, as I awake and dream of youthe sun is falling, dark is born,Dying sun gives way to moon,Be before me, laid upon a nights wind,your pale skin, curve of hips, softness, light bursts from her, like fireworks on an autumn night,enveloping, holding, merging with him, penetrating into his skin, layer by layer open...

Why does society hate men?
Society hates men because: we are the watchers and the first line of defence, one of our God given duties is as SACRED PROTECTOR. By hating and weakening and undermining and fettering and twisting and leading astray.... MEN. So it is easier for them to control us all. A man's greatest weakness, is through his need of spiritual protection from the women in his life. A true woman makes a man MORE, more than he could ever be without her. She is a maker of kings and heroes of old. But fallen...