My journey and remembering of CSA #8: MDMA assisted therapy 2.6 (of 2.6)
Dear Men and Women well thank god, we got there - the last episode of the second MDMA treatment.... the last time I'll have to look at the forsaken facilitator in quite some time..... It really has been a process in itself, watching this footage and seeing the actions...
My journey and remembering of CSA #7: MDMA assisted therapy 2.5 (of 2.6)
Dear MEN and WOMEN, thankyou for being on this journey with me (Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.) In this video I share the 5th, 55minute segment from my second MDMA...
*10 The dam/ the dark moon.
WARNING: Upsetting and unsettling content, read at your own risk.Please read *1-9 before reading this. So the other posts, to be honest haven't felt as if they took courage to post, although admittedly - afterwards I was often paralysed by anxiety… the posting itself was relatively easy when measured against the wider process and what it involves. This post IS hard, it bumps up against fears, fears expertly programmed and embedded in me, hurt-child fears of being hunted down and chopped up,...
*9 What re-experiencing trauma can look like
WARNING: Upsetting subject matter, read and engage with at your own risk. * IF you watch the video, I'd suggest reading the video description, it has time stamps among other things, be aware the volume jumps up in the re-experiencing section of the video - apologies for my editing skillz WHAT RE-EXPERIENCING TRAUMA CAN LOOK LIKEThe best modality I am aware of to describe my process AND the content of the video below, is "somatic experiencing" (suggested reading, Peter Levine - waking the...
