*9 What re-experiencing trauma can look like

*9 What re-experiencing trauma can look like

WARNING: Upsetting subject matter, read and engage with at your own risk. * IF you watch the video, I'd suggest reading the video description, it has time stamps among other things, be aware the volume jumps up in the re-experiencing section of the video - apologies for my editing skillz WHAT RE-EXPERIENCING TRAUMA CAN LOOK LIKEThe best modality I am aware of to describe my process AND the content of the video below, is "somatic experiencing" (suggested reading, Peter Levine - waking the...

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*8 The threat, the practice of disassociation and how to respond as a support figure.

*8 The threat, the practice of disassociation and how to respond as a support figure.

THE THREATLets assume for now, that as my critics may say, that I am doing all of this for attention, that I have made it up, or suffer from a confused or broken mind, that I am in need of medication – or even being locked up… Lets assume that my story is not true and that I am some poor and confused soul… Even with that being the case (should it be true) – I trust you CAN believe that children are at risk of grooming, sexual abuse, and in extreme cases torture? Are you willing to consider...

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*7 Coming out of the closet (not that closet)

(For further context on how I arrived here, please read #1-6) WARNING: upsetting/disturbing post. Read at your own risk! Well holy moley… Where to start with this one…. I guess I want to preframe that for THIS post: ALL is welcome. It was necessary in previous posts (due to my level of resilience and my place in the process) to request restraint if you had a response come up that might feel unhelpful to me. That is withdrawn - open season mofo's - all is welcome, bring the doubt, bring it all,...

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