Massive breakthrough regarding first and last gestalts of my story of remembering!
Trigger warnings CSA, torture, ritualistic abuse, murder, cannibalism. Dear fellow survivors, fellow heroes AND brothers and sisters of my heart! I have had a MASSIVE breakthrough with my story today.. In large part helped by my ongoing seeking of truth and doing the...
What does it mean to be a MAN?
This is a good question! And I have a damn good answer, if somewhat unconventional. My opening context; is that every history, religion, sacred text, spiritual teaching, society, established institution... Has effectively been corrupted and edited and come to be...
Why does Islam get such a bad rap?
Well... Unfortunately there are 'holes' in EVERY Religion, spiritual teaching, society AND history, they have ALL been corrupted, distilled, edited by the great enemy to some extent or another. However Islam gets a LOT right, there is much truth in the religion. And...
What is MKultra conditioning?
I've survived versions of MKultra conditioning. (some resources at the bottom of the article) Basically it's a form of splitting the mind, creating alter personas, some of which can be programmed, i.e. to be an assassin or sex slave or drug mule or whatever. I was......
Should a man be emotionally stoic?
I will offer my thoughts on this. The founding context of what I say being: there is truth in all things... I.e. there is some truth and wisdom in aspects of stoicism, as there is some truth in being emotionally feeling. Now I do think stoicism taken to an extreme....
What is the ‘Devil’?
I will answer this question... And due to the difficulties and tragedies of my life, I understand this Satan intimately, better than anyone else alive. First we must begin with the context-understanding... That the agents of the enemy, have corrupted EVERY religion,...
An introduction to The Old Ways
What I speak of is not informed by what I've read or ingested, it IS as a result of my journey in which I have reached the point where life is more living me that it is I am living life... Which means the things I speak of are that which comes through me, and yes much...
My journey and remembering of CSA #12: WEDNESDAY Hypnosis, mind bending & the last breaking
Dear Men and Women In this footage originally recorded Wednesday 15th July 2020 I relived more explicitly, the mind bending #hypnosis #NLP #MindControl I was subjected to as a five and a half year old boy... This particular conditioning happened at the very end of my...
Men commit suicide at TRIPPLE the rate that women do, why?!
One of the biggest causes of male suicide, is from suffering covert emotional and psychological abuse by narcissistic women. These so called women, trap a man in the beginning by love bombing him, by changing their shape into the kind of woman the man most deeply...
Who are you? What is your purpose? Where do you start?
Hello my friend, I will assume you are a man and answer accordingly. Who are you? You are a male soul, a physical man, made in the image of the AllFather, our God of this realm, who physically manifests as the sun. Before you come into a human life, you stand before...
What is a dark triad personality?
Dark tried personality: narcisisist, psychopath, sociopath. Really they are ALL the same at core, they just tend to express a particular aspect of their spiritual affliction in one area more than others. To understand such creatures at core, study up on narcissism and...
What does it mean if I’m having rape fantasies?
First and foremost and for the record, rape in and of itself is a horrific and evil thing, one that in accordance with the Old Ways IS punishable by torturous death. (The sibilant whispers of the great enemy, the satanic Demiurge, will try and lead you into...
