The boy and the wolf
The boy and the wolf sat down upon the rolling hills, the boy had hair golden white, lit by the setting suns rays, he had a cheeky smile, and an easy laugh. He was happy, he dreamed of soon sitting with his friends once again. In the dream, one of them asked him, why...
The man, the woman and the forest.
This happened long ago one afternoon, in a magical place hidden away, between two very ordinary towns.. The man and the woman, laid down upon welcoming grass, surrounded by trees of different sorts, as if watching over them both. They kissed, and talked, and desire...
*10 The dam/ the dark moon.
WARNING: Upsetting and unsettling content, read at your own risk.Please read *1-9 before reading this. So the other posts, to be honest haven't felt as if they took courage to post, although admittedly - afterwards I was often paralysed by anxiety… the posting itself...
*9 What re-experiencing trauma can look like
WARNING: Upsetting subject matter, read and engage with at your own risk. * IF you watch the video, I'd suggest reading the video description, it has time stamps among other things, be aware the volume jumps up in the re-experiencing section of the video - apologies...
*8 The threat, the practice of disassociation and how to respond as a support figure.
THE THREATLets assume for now, that as my critics may say, that I am doing all of this for attention, that I have made it up, or suffer from a confused or broken mind, that I am in need of medication – or even being locked up… Lets assume that my story is not true and...
*7 Coming out of the closet (not that closet)
(For further context on how I arrived here, please read #1-6) WARNING: upsetting/disturbing post. Read at your own risk! Well holy moley… Where to start with this one…. I guess I want to preframe that for THIS post: ALL is welcome. It was necessary in previous posts...
*6 Creation Myth
The Creator, like a golden sun, so immense and so beyond the capacity for the human mind to comprehend (he could only be felt), created everything in his realm, for it was his nature. He inhabited everything, he is the space between the molecules and atoms, he is...
*5 The lake and the dam.
So this IS a challenge, HOW to share some of what has happened in the last 8 days, when so much of it moves into uncharted terrain for so many, that will bump up against peoples level of understanding, that pushes against the systemic limitations of the culture in...
*4 The River
For the last six or seven weeks, it is as if I have been in the river. This began as a door, long forcibly closed, and for good reason, opened half way… and thus I fell into a shallow, rocky stream. This shallow stream lasted for around five weeks, I intensely relived...
*3 Trauma and it’s impression
I am learning many things about trauma these days, and I already considered myself pretty well educated on the topic. Both from theory, and from significant practice and experience. I am learning how incredibly deep, the imprint of a traumatic experience is stamped in...
