In this footage originally recorded Sunday 11th June 2023

I’ve skipped forward footage wise…. the very beginning of my remembering has been covered, and now the very end, of the last gestalt is coming out..

Trigger warnings, context and content of somatic memories of reliving #CSA and #SRA

Time stamps:
00:00:10 Intro
00:01:54 footage starts
00:23:21 abuser voices start
01:17:50 closing thoughts and reflections
I know it’s unbelievable, and crazy sounding, and I look mad, but we are running out of time, the conjunction draws ever nearer, and when it occurs the more clued up one is on the TRUE state of the world, the more readily they will navigate being exposed to absolute TRUTH, which is strong enough to break ones mind permanently…

For more context on the last gestalt of my remembering, here is a blog post on what I had relived and come to know as true before this footage:

As mentioned in THIS video, a part of what I said over a year ago HERE 33:34-35:26 in this older video “interview: our forgotten birth right” takes on AHA level new meaning and context:

In this footage, last Sunday on my favourite beach, the tide coming in and my needing to wade around to the little cove, I had the beach to myself early in the morning, and didn’t have the physical space for a WarDance on the sand…. so instead following an internal nudge, I lay down…. whispered in my head “thankyou #AllFather above, #EarthMother below for your love your holding your protection and your guidance” and as I lay back and let go… so for about 10 minutes I lay on my back letting sounds escape my mouth and body… and then as the thought caught up to me, so I got the phone out on the tripod and recorded it.

In this I relived what THEY did to my Abigail, my SoulMate, so deep beneath the surface of the earth, what they did to her after they killed her, and how they tormented me with her torn and ruined body…

Watch under your own advisement

Genuine questions and reflections are welcome in the comments below..

ANY disrespect/ridicule/dismissing etc… given, will simply mean that I will hunt you down one day, so you can repeat such disrespect to my face, and then face the consequences of it.

We are running out of time brothers and sisters, you must wake up out of the soothing dream which is really a nightmare.

* (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast) (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: “The Body Keeps the Score” by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: “Waking the tiger” by Peter Levine
* Book: “Healing Trauma” by Peter Levine
* Book: “The language of emotions” by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: “When the body says no” by Gabor Mate
* Book: “The body remembers” by Babette Rothschild
* Book: “Ancestral medicine” by Daniel Foor (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about) (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)

To Love
To Protect
To Serve
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost

The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.

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