Dear Men and Women

In this footage originally recorded Wednesday 15th July 2020 I relived more explicitly, the mind bending #hypnosis #NLP #MindControl I was subjected to as a five and a half year old boy…

This particular conditioning happened at the very end of my time away at the special party/holiday camp… After the girl had been murdered and chopped up and consumed and After my soul had returned to my body and suffered ‘the last breaking’ at the hands of the beast.

Felt a wee bit emotional re-watching the footage to get it ready for publishing publicly. Please bear in mind if you jump into my story at this point, it may feel a bit jarring from a continuity consideration… however it is VERY illuminating on how these highly organised and ritualist paedophile networks go about sacrificing children AND ensuring the survivors NEVER speak or even remember what it is that they suffered.

In the next episode (Thursday of that week), you will see me relive being possessed by wolf for the first time.

Those that commit such evil crimes, know very well how protected by the system they are, and how the only testimony of victims such as myself is patchy and broken, these body memories the clearest testimony you will find on these matters.

Body Memories: At times you see me rolling about on the bed in my shorts… other times you see me animating the face or mannerisms of my abusers, or speak out their words as if my body is some kind of audio recorder… These are somatic / body memories, and obviously feels vulnerable and exposing to release.

Time stamps:

– intro
15:20 – integration, last night and this morning
35:06 – self session 1
01:50:27 – self session 2
02:56:39 – thoughts and reflections footage 1 (hypnosis)
03:08:27 – thoughts and reflections footage 2 (last breaking)
03:19:08 – thoughts and reflections footage 3 and wrap up

WARNING: In this video I use footage of my body memories in which I was reliving being raped as a child, also I started having recollections of a girl who was murdered alongside me, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.

CAUTION: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.


* (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: “The Body Keeps the Score” by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: “Waking the tiger” by Peter Levine
* Book: “Healing Trauma” by Peter Levine
* Book: “The language of emotions” by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: “When the body says no” by Gabor Mate
* Book: “The body remembers” by Babette Rothschild
* Book: “Ancestral medicine” by Daniel Foor
* (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* Narcissism resources:
* (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)

To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost

The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.

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