My journey and remembering of CSA #3: MDMA assisted therapy 2.1 (of 2.6)
Dear men and women,In this video there is the first 55 minutes of footage from my second MDMA journey/treatment. There will be 6 parts detailing the complete journey so you can see for yourself how it all unfolds. It has been rather…. draining and unsettling in ways - going through the footage again, in the into/outro sections I'm a little bit of a mess, and when part of my experience is seemingly screaming for me not to put this out there - so I must be ok with putting it out there warts 'n...
My journey and remembering of CSA #2: Somatic Episode 3 weeks after first MDMA treatment
Dear men and women, in this video I share more of my journey through the remembering through my body of my previously repressed trauma from #CSA and #ritualisticabuse This was about 3 weeks after the first treatment, and about 2 weeks after my melt down that had resulted in me stabbing a knife into a chopping board. There is 20 mins of footage, during this time I knew I was under 10 years old. I now know I was around 5.5 years old. TRIGGER WARNING: I RE-EXPERIENCE quite severe rape, I'm pretty...
